Lately.

So the more I think about it, the more I realize the need to resolve myself to the fact that I am a complicated girl, with complicated sexual and emotional needs. That being said I think that I am going to try to the poly life, the bisexual poly life. I think that it will be a chance for me to explore my sexuality and share myself with a diverse group of people, and I don't mean diverse in the affirmative action sorta way. Broader diversity: perspectives, ages, and class included, of course along with race/ethnicity.. why not.

Some would hate me for choosing this life, saying that I am selfish or gawk at my refusal to do the normal one-partner-marriage thing, but that is their own issue and not mine. The idea is to be honest about who you are and your desires. This not about cheating. I think cheating is the worst thing a person can do to another person. Cheating is to knowingly hurt someone, and assert your control over them, neither of which I am capable of.